we have heard of the war in Syria.
I'm feeling very sad hearing my brothers and sisters there are slaughtered and butchered without mercy.
the elders and the youngs, all of them.
even if you're not a muslim, if you have humanity, you will cry.
I am very sad that other Islam country doesn't aid army to them. with reason to protect our own country....
I'm living in a country which the majorities are muslim. I'm feeling that most of us have drowned in the world's limited promises that we no longer appreciate what our fathers have fought for us, back in the Islamic history.
seeing young kids, who might have bright future, who might make the world a better place, is slaughtered, as if they means nothing....
I saw a video which shows the firing that took place in Syria.
it sounded very scary. as if thousands of fireworks...
I wonder how the people are living their days there.
sometimes I just say to myself, if only Malaysia wants to aid an army to help, and is taking volunteer, if I were given practices, I think I would join it.
I had always reading histories and imagine myself fighting for what is correct.
if time come, I will only able to pray to God so that He'll give me strength to do it.
this is the month of Ramadhan, I really hope you could pray for the safety of people in Syria who fight for their freedom. no matter who is your God.
at any time, just make a simple prayers.
that is at least we could do. we are commoners, but we have the ability to pray.
praying is our power.
anyway, I just remembered of TYR's song
and it really suits the situation there.
they Syrians' who are fighting for their freedom are strong! from the elders and to the youngs, all of them.
Saturday, July 28, 2012
community
I was born in an average family, since I was a still a child [I'm still young now, but this was younger xD] I had always have this dislikes about buying expensive things, I just disagree with.
I do have some interest on having them sometimes,...its normal thing, everyone want to have what everyone have right?
but I have been teaching myself not to have things that most of the people have.
[sorry my English just worsen day by day. T^T]
I keep telling myself "expensive things are too mainstream. I'll go to crafts". xD
I don't even have a phone, I am 16. maybe you'll be saying 16 is still young to have a phone, but this is the new generation, most of the people have phone and rarely use public phones and all. most of the people talk a lot nowadays too. a phone is now a basic needs. at least that is what they say... some more, with more people having phone, the public phones are usually vandalized and not immediately repaired.
I usually talk to myself, that's why I can survive without phone.... I'm still young I don't need those technology!
and I rarely goes out of my house.
most of my school friends are rich and able to afford all those expensive things. sometimes they frown about not having cool gadgets and all. rich people's problem.
some of them get expensive things when they got good results in exam, I know I'm showing jealousy here xD
I am the last child of my family, and all my brothers are grown-ups, they are far older than me, and my family is unable to afford anything other than our needs. that is why I don't get anything I want, plus with being the last child of the family, they don't care whether you get good grades or not anymore xD
I feel like slapping people who is ungrateful for what they have.
just that the people around me keep on talking about wanting expensive things....I'm feeling really uncomfortable seeing that they had already have expensive things with them.
not that I'm saying it's unfair, just that....please be grateful of what you have, there is no need to tell everyone about what you want and what you have, comparing your wealth with other people...
no kiddin...
but I realised that it is normal among teenagers,
they have the tendency to show things off to obtain people's attention. it is very normal, and they are still young too~
I am not sure this among the adults, maybe one day I'll find out ^-^
but there are some kind of teenagers that want to be accepted in the mainstream that they act exactly to what the community want.
please, stay away from the mainstream.
like the term of 'thinking out of the box', I'm re-adapting it.
the mainstream [anything the most of the community likes] is the box that prevent people from going beyond it and be themselves. get out from it, and be your self. everyone have their own personality.
you probably have heard of the "90 kids will remember this", "90 kids are cool", it's not that I want to complain about it [since I heard that I am not from that group of people], no way.
it's just that, I find that only the adult is able to understand the teenagers completely.
I joined this school organisation which is same with prefect, just that prefect is to correct the student's discipline, while this organisation I'm in is to help the students who have problems. problems that they don;t want to share with the elders.
this helpers are suppose to hear their problems, we are not to fully give them solutions, but we have to make them re-think about their problems and make positive out of it.
so, teenagers are more comfortable telling problems to people about their age maybe because of their same level of maturity.
but I notice that only the adults are able to completely understand and help the teenagers.
this is because of the different levels of experience and maturity.
I could say that only maturity is able to withstand immaturity. this is my opinion.
that is why I disagree hearing teenagers saying that their parents doesn't know what they want.
they might not understand what you want, but they sure know what is the best for you. they have been taking care of you since you're still an infant, and they might also add their experience from their own childhood.
but I find that some adults, instead of acting like an adult, they keep saying these teenagers are worthless, this generation is in a big mess and all. they keep complaining instead of thinking ways to correct what is wrong.
some of them might be working hard helping people and have a warm heart. I really hope most of them do.
we should tolerate with each other. teenagers and adults...
anyway, I had always wanted a normal digital camera so that I could capture anything beautiful I've seen.
but I am only able to keep those beautiful scenes in my mind. xD
but it's a good thing right? remembering memories make us humble all the time~
sorry if I've said anything wrong, please correct me and teach me~
I do have some interest on having them sometimes,...its normal thing, everyone want to have what everyone have right?
but I have been teaching myself not to have things that most of the people have.
[sorry my English just worsen day by day. T^T]
I keep telling myself "expensive things are too mainstream. I'll go to crafts". xD
I don't even have a phone, I am 16. maybe you'll be saying 16 is still young to have a phone, but this is the new generation, most of the people have phone and rarely use public phones and all. most of the people talk a lot nowadays too. a phone is now a basic needs. at least that is what they say... some more, with more people having phone, the public phones are usually vandalized and not immediately repaired.
I usually talk to myself, that's why I can survive without phone.... I'm still young I don't need those technology!
and I rarely goes out of my house.
most of my school friends are rich and able to afford all those expensive things. sometimes they frown about not having cool gadgets and all. rich people's problem.
some of them get expensive things when they got good results in exam, I know I'm showing jealousy here xD
I am the last child of my family, and all my brothers are grown-ups, they are far older than me, and my family is unable to afford anything other than our needs. that is why I don't get anything I want, plus with being the last child of the family, they don't care whether you get good grades or not anymore xD
I feel like slapping people who is ungrateful for what they have.
just that the people around me keep on talking about wanting expensive things....I'm feeling really uncomfortable seeing that they had already have expensive things with them.
not that I'm saying it's unfair, just that....please be grateful of what you have, there is no need to tell everyone about what you want and what you have, comparing your wealth with other people...
no kiddin...
but I realised that it is normal among teenagers,
they have the tendency to show things off to obtain people's attention. it is very normal, and they are still young too~
I am not sure this among the adults, maybe one day I'll find out ^-^
but there are some kind of teenagers that want to be accepted in the mainstream that they act exactly to what the community want.
please, stay away from the mainstream.
like the term of 'thinking out of the box', I'm re-adapting it.
the mainstream [anything the most of the community likes] is the box that prevent people from going beyond it and be themselves. get out from it, and be your self. everyone have their own personality.
you probably have heard of the "90 kids will remember this", "90 kids are cool", it's not that I want to complain about it [since I heard that I am not from that group of people], no way.
it's just that, I find that only the adult is able to understand the teenagers completely.
I joined this school organisation which is same with prefect, just that prefect is to correct the student's discipline, while this organisation I'm in is to help the students who have problems. problems that they don;t want to share with the elders.
this helpers are suppose to hear their problems, we are not to fully give them solutions, but we have to make them re-think about their problems and make positive out of it.
so, teenagers are more comfortable telling problems to people about their age maybe because of their same level of maturity.
but I notice that only the adults are able to completely understand and help the teenagers.
this is because of the different levels of experience and maturity.
I could say that only maturity is able to withstand immaturity. this is my opinion.
that is why I disagree hearing teenagers saying that their parents doesn't know what they want.
they might not understand what you want, but they sure know what is the best for you. they have been taking care of you since you're still an infant, and they might also add their experience from their own childhood.
but I find that some adults, instead of acting like an adult, they keep saying these teenagers are worthless, this generation is in a big mess and all. they keep complaining instead of thinking ways to correct what is wrong.
some of them might be working hard helping people and have a warm heart. I really hope most of them do.
we should tolerate with each other. teenagers and adults...
anyway, I had always wanted a normal digital camera so that I could capture anything beautiful I've seen.
but I am only able to keep those beautiful scenes in my mind. xD
but it's a good thing right? remembering memories make us humble all the time~
sorry if I've said anything wrong, please correct me and teach me~
Thursday, July 19, 2012
yes, learning to let things go, is a part of loving.
the news was posted on Kamijo World today. yes. apart of being happy about the Vampire Master's birthday, all of the fans are shocked and sad to hear about the news.
we tried to make ourselves relieved by saying possibilities of hacking. for me, I said it might be a birthday prank.
but, an International fan base contacted the office. it is said that the news is true.
so they concluded that the news is supposed to be posted on the 20th, since it is dated to that date.
Versailles will be on hiatus by the end of 2012, after releasing their album.
at first, in confusions, all of us are scared if they're disbanding.
a bit relief that they will only be on hiatus.
sorry that I sounds like freaking out a lot....
it is just that....
I finally learn to love them properly....
I had never expect to see them leaving the industry...
even after seeing them working very hard after Jasmine's death, that just made me have faith in them....
I know that they won't suddenly leave...
maybe they want to have new experience, from outside Versailles, so that they could solidify their dream to dominate the world by greater plans.
I am a bit scared, to think that some of good bands took hiatus but end up disbanding at the end.
but I know, the little faith in me said that they won't be disbanding.
they still haven't fulfilled their goal.
I'm just... shocked... I had never expect this to happen, either hiatus or breaking up.
they have a very bright future. and they almost fulfill their dream too.
but I still agree of them taking some rest.
I notice that after Jasmine's death, they have been working very hard.
I hope that will eventually make me stronger.
they had taught me about beauty and love.
and I has met a lot of people who is also in love with them.
all of them are wonderful and have beautiful heart.
these fans, whether I know them or not, gave me faith, and I believe, their hearts are pure and filled with love.
if you ask me, I had never met a Rose who is very rude and act badly. maybe I haven't met a lot of Roses yet. but all of the Roses I've met have beautiful hearts. all of them are lovely and kind. as if a big family....
anyway, Versailles had taught me another important thing.
which is to let something we love go.
and be mature about it.
we tried to make ourselves relieved by saying possibilities of hacking. for me, I said it might be a birthday prank.
but, an International fan base contacted the office. it is said that the news is true.
so they concluded that the news is supposed to be posted on the 20th, since it is dated to that date.
Versailles will be on hiatus by the end of 2012, after releasing their album.
at first, in confusions, all of us are scared if they're disbanding.
a bit relief that they will only be on hiatus.
sorry that I sounds like freaking out a lot....
it is just that....
I finally learn to love them properly....
I had never expect to see them leaving the industry...
even after seeing them working very hard after Jasmine's death, that just made me have faith in them....
I know that they won't suddenly leave...
maybe they want to have new experience, from outside Versailles, so that they could solidify their dream to dominate the world by greater plans.
I am a bit scared, to think that some of good bands took hiatus but end up disbanding at the end.
but I know, the little faith in me said that they won't be disbanding.
they still haven't fulfilled their goal.
I'm just... shocked... I had never expect this to happen, either hiatus or breaking up.
they have a very bright future. and they almost fulfill their dream too.
but I still agree of them taking some rest.
I notice that after Jasmine's death, they have been working very hard.
I hope that will eventually make me stronger.
they had taught me about beauty and love.
and I has met a lot of people who is also in love with them.
all of them are wonderful and have beautiful heart.
these fans, whether I know them or not, gave me faith, and I believe, their hearts are pure and filled with love.
if you ask me, I had never met a Rose who is very rude and act badly. maybe I haven't met a lot of Roses yet. but all of the Roses I've met have beautiful hearts. all of them are lovely and kind. as if a big family....
anyway, Versailles had taught me another important thing.
which is to let something we love go.
and be mature about it.
Elegant.
lately I am interested towards Elegant influenced by Jasmine You.
I just.... it looks very pretty to me TvT
so, after about more than 2 years being a fan to the visual kei industry, this is the most elegant people I've met and I really wish they could join up and make a project band or have tea party together wearing their elegant costumes TvT
I really like the art they carry~
I didn't bring up the whole Versailles since Kamijo is more to Prince-like or vampire master. Hizaki is more to beautiful lolita, so does Kaya~ while Yuki is like the darkness master, and Masashi is more to dark guardian. Teru, is a forever young prince....he sometimes looks like Jasmine's son and Jasmine sometimes look like Teru's mother xD
It seems to me that Jasmine was like an elegant sorcerer~ I really like his costumes and everything...he really brings it perfectly TvT he inspires me a lot~
and the next one is a mysterious man that I knew last year.
I am startled [am I using the word correctly? xD] by his beauty.
His image is very magnificent and creative. For the first time in my life I said "there exist such people in this world?! ...and... a man?!"
but his costume is more to acceptable, not too theatrical like Jasmine's... just his super elegant makeup.
well, that is the first picture of him that makes me know his existence.
and then, I saw his old picture...
whoaa... I cannot.... but how...
and then, I saw this one...
HOW.
He do have a glittering face. he have beautiful nose too.... since I don't have nice looking nose...
his skin is very fair. I saw a picture of him with light blonde hair and no make up on, as if he have albino problem....
anyway, the last one~
YES. the whole band is elegant.
their costumes are very theatrical, like Jasmine You~
I am very excited knowing them xD
their costumes are very admirable TvT
so far, this is my [Elegant People] list. xD
was suppose to update this post last night, but as I was uploading picture, this happen instead...
but somewhat look beautiful right? XD
I just.... it looks very pretty to me TvT
so, after about more than 2 years being a fan to the visual kei industry, this is the most elegant people I've met and I really wish they could join up and make a project band or have tea party together wearing their elegant costumes TvT
I really like the art they carry~
It seems to me that Jasmine was like an elegant sorcerer~ I really like his costumes and everything...he really brings it perfectly TvT he inspires me a lot~
I am startled [am I using the word correctly? xD] by his beauty.
His image is very magnificent and creative. For the first time in my life I said "there exist such people in this world?! ...and... a man?!"
but his costume is more to acceptable, not too theatrical like Jasmine's... just his super elegant makeup.
well, that is the first picture of him that makes me know his existence.
and then, I saw his old picture...
whoaa... I cannot.... but how...
and then, I saw this one...
HOW.
He do have a glittering face. he have beautiful nose too.... since I don't have nice looking nose...
his skin is very fair. I saw a picture of him with light blonde hair and no make up on, as if he have albino problem....
anyway, the last one~
YES. the whole band is elegant.
their costumes are very theatrical, like Jasmine You~
I am very excited knowing them xD
their costumes are very admirable TvT
so far, this is my [Elegant People] list. xD
was suppose to update this post last night, but as I was uploading picture, this happen instead...
but somewhat look beautiful right? XD
Happy Birthday Kamijo!
yay! Vampire Master's Birthday!
anyway, I forgot to update for the birthday of Hizaki, Yuki, and Masashi....
is it Teru's too? I am sorry x_x
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
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