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I was born in an average family, since I was a still a child [I'm still young now, but this was younger xD] I had always have this dislikes about buying expensive things, I just disagree with.

I do have some interest on having them sometimes,...its normal thing, everyone want to have what everyone have right?
but I have been teaching myself not to have things that most of the people have.
[sorry my English just worsen day by day. T^T]
I keep telling myself "expensive things are too mainstream. I'll go to crafts". xD

I don't even have a phone, I am 16. maybe you'll be saying 16 is still young to have a phone, but this is the new generation, most of the people have phone and rarely use public phones and all. most of the people talk a lot nowadays too. a phone is now a basic needs. at least that is what they say... some more, with more people having phone, the public phones are usually vandalized and not immediately repaired.

I usually talk to myself, that's why I can survive without phone.... I'm still young I don't need those technology!
and I rarely goes out of my house.

most of my school friends are rich and able to afford all those expensive things. sometimes they frown about not having cool gadgets and all. rich people's problem.

some of them get expensive things when they got good results in exam, I know I'm showing jealousy here xD
I am the last child of my family, and all my brothers are grown-ups, they are far older than me, and my family is unable to afford anything other than our needs. that is why I don't get anything I want, plus with being the last child of the family, they don't care whether you get good grades or not anymore xD

I feel like slapping people who is ungrateful for what they have.

just that the people around me keep on talking about wanting expensive things....I'm feeling really uncomfortable seeing that they had already have expensive things with them.
not that I'm saying it's unfair, just that....please be grateful of what you have, there is no need to tell everyone about what you want and what you have, comparing your wealth with other people...
no kiddin...

but I realised that it is normal among teenagers,
they have the tendency to show things off to obtain people's attention. it is very normal, and they are still young too~
I am not sure this among the adults, maybe one day I'll find out ^-^

but there are some kind of teenagers that want to be accepted in the mainstream that they act exactly to what the community want.
please, stay away from the mainstream.
like the term of 'thinking out of the box', I'm re-adapting it.
the mainstream [anything the most of the community likes] is the box that prevent people from going beyond it and be themselves. get out from it, and be your self. everyone have their own personality.

you probably have heard of the "90 kids will remember this", "90 kids are cool", it's not that I want to complain about it [since I heard that I am not from that group of people], no way.
it's just that, I find that only the adult is able to understand the teenagers completely.

I joined this school organisation which is same with prefect, just that prefect is to correct the student's discipline, while this organisation I'm in is to help the students who have problems. problems that they don;t want to share with the elders.
this helpers are suppose to hear their problems, we are not to fully give them solutions, but we have to make them re-think about their problems and make positive out of it.
so, teenagers are more comfortable telling problems to people about their age maybe because of their same level of maturity.
but I notice that only the adults are able to completely understand and help the teenagers.
this is because of the different levels of experience and maturity.
I could say that only maturity is able to withstand immaturity. this is my opinion.

that is why I disagree hearing teenagers saying that their parents doesn't know what they want.
they might not understand what you want, but they sure know what is the best for you. they have been taking care of you since you're still an infant, and they might also add their experience from their own childhood.

but I find that some adults, instead of acting like an adult, they keep saying these teenagers are worthless, this generation is in a big mess and all. they keep complaining instead of thinking ways to correct what is wrong.
some of them might be working hard helping people and have a warm heart. I really hope most of them do.
we should tolerate with each other. teenagers and adults...

anyway, I had always wanted a normal digital camera so that I could capture anything beautiful I've seen.
but I am only able to keep those beautiful scenes in my mind. xD
but it's a good thing right? remembering memories make us humble all the time~

sorry if I've said anything wrong, please correct me and teach me~