the drawing in yesterday

I have been looking through my drawings which was drawn when I'm still in standard 6 and till this day.
I saw a great difference in it...
it was as if, my yesterday is giving me inspiration,....
it makes me question myself,
"who am I when I was drawing this?"
"how am I able to draw this creative and colourful drawings?"
"why I feel like I am left behind by my own yesterday?"

it really makes me wonder, who am I yesterday...
the differences are very great that I felt I might not be able to create such thing in the future.
it might not be too great to other people, but that is my level....

I just feel now that it seems impossible to achieve what I once achieve...
as if inspiration were gift to those who still have immaturity...

it is not showing off but, if you go through it yourself, you will understand what I meant...

it was as if the me in yesterday and the me today is two different person,
that is how great the differences were....
as if we were departed....
I cant even remember things from when I drew it xD