Angels.

I talked about the aid of Angels in the Muslim war with my brother when watching LOTR.
apparently my brother just got a super HD version, and watching on his super wide monitor makes the graphic looks super cool. Faramir is very handsome indeed. and Aragorn too. somehow Gandalf look very young and Frodo....ohh Frodo have as white as snow skin...haha what a graphic....

but no. I am not talking about that.
about the angels, my brother said they join the war, in the form of man.
he said that the muslim army, when at war suddenly notice the number increased with the unity of unknown men.
I imagined that, the angels, came in form of fine man, in white armor, riding white horse....
it is very subtle...

how I wish I was there, fighting for my religion, along with the faithful men, and the angels....

how I wish too,
to see Adam, the man who is made by the hand of God himself...
and Joseph, who is said to possess half the beauty..[beauty of either of the world or of Adam]...

I am a normal human I guess.
no human rejects beauty....
we are anxious creature, we want to know things...
but sometimes we just didn't realize,
that some things are just beyond our reach.

these days, I feel a peace in my heart, I am unsure of it but I could feel the presence of God....
I realize now to whom shall I rely on...

I guess, I will have to study more,
if I want to be in love...