Buddy.

let me tell you something,
I had never finish watching Last Exile.
xD
it is a good steampunk anime, I really love steampunk too, but....
but... there's too many episodes... orz

we have to change, we will never know what awaits us tomorrow, but we've been told of what will happen after that. decisions in our hand.

I am a good student to none.

but I am eager to learn.
so teach me.
with all the patience, teach me.

teach me the things that I don't know,
and correct me for the mistakes I did.

and do not be scared to tell me anything of what you know.
do not be scared of the possibilities that I might already know it.
just tell me, so that I could teach myself the different points of view.
 

everything that happens is to teach us the meaning of patience.

when you haven't found what you want, have faith and be patience.
and too, be patience of my English xD

the drawing in yesterday

I have been looking through my drawings which was drawn when I'm still in standard 6 and till this day.
I saw a great difference in it...
it was as if, my yesterday is giving me inspiration,....
it makes me question myself,
"who am I when I was drawing this?"
"how am I able to draw this creative and colourful drawings?"
"why I feel like I am left behind by my own yesterday?"

it really makes me wonder, who am I yesterday...
the differences are very great that I felt I might not be able to create such thing in the future.
it might not be too great to other people, but that is my level....

I just feel now that it seems impossible to achieve what I once achieve...
as if inspiration were gift to those who still have immaturity...

it is not showing off but, if you go through it yourself, you will understand what I meant...

it was as if the me in yesterday and the me today is two different person,
that is how great the differences were....
as if we were departed....
I cant even remember things from when I drew it xD

Angels.

I talked about the aid of Angels in the Muslim war with my brother when watching LOTR.
apparently my brother just got a super HD version, and watching on his super wide monitor makes the graphic looks super cool. Faramir is very handsome indeed. and Aragorn too. somehow Gandalf look very young and Frodo....ohh Frodo have as white as snow skin...haha what a graphic....

but no. I am not talking about that.
about the angels, my brother said they join the war, in the form of man.
he said that the muslim army, when at war suddenly notice the number increased with the unity of unknown men.
I imagined that, the angels, came in form of fine man, in white armor, riding white horse....
it is very subtle...

how I wish I was there, fighting for my religion, along with the faithful men, and the angels....

how I wish too,
to see Adam, the man who is made by the hand of God himself...
and Joseph, who is said to possess half the beauty..[beauty of either of the world or of Adam]...

I am a normal human I guess.
no human rejects beauty....
we are anxious creature, we want to know things...
but sometimes we just didn't realize,
that some things are just beyond our reach.

these days, I feel a peace in my heart, I am unsure of it but I could feel the presence of God....
I realize now to whom shall I rely on...

I guess, I will have to study more,
if I want to be in love...

Promise

I tend to like this song because of the sudden notice of the beautiful qualities it have.
I have to admit, I had never knew Luna Sea more than having this song in my folder, and knowing Sugizo as the cool guitarist. This is my first video of them that I had ever watched. but I do know very well I really like the vocal~

but I am really surprise though, my image of this song is perfectly fit with this video,
in my imagination, it is a very light song - as if you are in the middle of a field, up a hill and there is this very strong wind blowing through - yet, the live shows rainbow lights and very cool+disciplined+experienced man performing perfectly, and very nice vocalist too xD

I had always like disciplined performance, I could care-less about the band's experience - whether it is a new or old band - as long as they have attitude and their songs are very respectable.

I believe PROMISE was dedicated to last year's tragedy that happens in Japan.

Bibliophilia

have you watched Dantalian no Shoka? the opening is very beautiful, the whole story is beautiful actually...
and Daisuke Ono's voice it,...ukyaa.
I gained a new hobby lately, influenced by Dantalian no Shoka and Gosick [basically, both of this animes really alike, a small girl, and young-adult guardian. if only Daisuke Ono and Aoi Yuki were to make a work together, and the anime were of these kinds, I will be a unicorn breeder.]
both of this anime were about books, about the cute girls spending her life reading books, they look so cute you know, I can grow lolicon of myself haha. and watch tsundere oh god why.....[many lolicons here are talking about tsundere by the way...lately....y u gaise no watch true man anime...]

what all this talk....
anyway, I tried to be a bibliophilia, but then I took exams in the week.
we should keep trying right?

oh and the Cras Numquam Scire instrumental is very beautiful, I do like hearing to Yucca's voice, her singing is very beautiful but Ono's disturbing phrases is just disturbing in the end I feel like hitting him with books.
doesnt matter still ukyaa to it.

also, I gain interest on hearing soothing traditional celtic songs, bagpipes, accordion, they just make songs beautiful arent they? and flute too...

hello

I was thinking of getting up my 'falsememory' label up back, with a whole new image,
but of course, all of the labels sounds very badass I will try to change it in time. xD
since I will be having a quite long holidays after exam,
I will try to change the layout too since it looks suppper badass orz
doesnt matter~

well actually I do post updates on my another blog [which was a Japanese blog] but not that I know Japanese, I even rarely update there //run

I was thinking to share some of my sims house creation, not that I have done a good job just that if we don't share how are we gonna get better right? xD
it's not so good but no worries I just want to share it so no biggies~

 

time travel anyone?

currently I am playing Sims 3 with expansion pack of Ambitions and Pets. I may be posting of Medieval, but currently I only able to play Sims 3.

but anyways,

!!! Kaya!!!
have you watch SALOME preview? I want to cry orz why is he so pretty....
i love you kaya ;w;

Arabian Kaya......
me want to forever cry ♥;w;♥