let me deal with this for once.

do you know it is hard to be tough? even to act as one.
but it is positive, to have toughness, to have patience,..
it is beautiful.
this makes you stronger. and eventually makes you mature.
everyone will need to go through hard times, it is something that is measured to suits you,
the measurement might from the lowest and highest, but to any point it is, you actually can handle it.
people need to go through hard times,
so life will be easier.
of course, things will be much harder after that,
but life is like a game, things get harder because you just level up.
but you still could finish the whole game, it's your choice whether to play fair or using cheats.


I am having hard times now....